Anyone else having a bad 2010?

I sure as fuck am. I'm not even trying to have today either. I haven't blogged in so effing long but right now I need to rant and I am currently in a effing library with no fucking friend to lean on so here I fucking am. I'm pissed off, my "best" friend lives with me. It sucks. We're not the best friends we used to be, you learn a lot about a person when you live with them. You learn how manipulative, prissy, and flat out rude arrogant assholes they are. I don't even care. I had a boyfriend. That got fucked, story of everyone fucking life right. Were not a good couple, at all. I will admit that. But he was mine and I was his and somehow we ended up being in love with each other. It was a rocky road, yes we did break up 6 times and 5 of them was my doing. But hey guess what? ITS MY FUCKING LIFE. I FUCKING LOVE HIM. And thanks to everyone in the fucking world who doesn't want me with him, I don't get to be with him. My three BEST friends who are just supposed to support me like i do them are supposed to help, they don't. They are against it. Normally you know it would be I just want you to be happy blah blah blah but nope all i get from them is how much they don't fucking like him and you know what i say to that ITS MY FUCKING LIFE AND IT MY FUCKING CHOICE LEAVE ME TO FUCKING MAKE IT. This whole fucking year so far has been nothing but shit and i'm over it.

peace.