Hate it? Say it.

Ello internet strangers. Its been a while. Considering the last time I was around it was February of 2010. Its now coming close to the end of 2010. Man time sure flew by.

Thats not what this blog is about though. That whole catch up in life blog? Yeah, it can wait. Maybe I'll write it...maybe I wont.

THIS BLOG IS ABOUT: GREEN RIVER COMMUNITY COLLEGE

I guess you could say that today hasn't been the best of days. Kind of fallows my last like 20 blogs...right?! I see a pattern, maybe I shouldn't complain so much...then maybe people would like me...HA too bad I don't give 2 shits if people like me.

GOLDFISH

Anywho, so today. I have pretty much compiled a mental list about things that I dislike at Green River Community College. Wanna hear it? If not I suggest you leave this page now.

• I DISLIKE that the shuttles take forever to come back for the afternoon students. 3pm.
• I DISLIKE that 99% of the campus is filled with rude arrogant Asians. I'm racist. DEAL.
• I DISLIKE bitches that don't pay attention or simply don't care that your CLEARLY hold the door open for then and yet they still choose to press the automatic door button causing the other door to swing open and hit you.
  
• I DISLIKE every effing faculty member that claims that Green River is a 3 minute campus no matter where you are; MAYBE it USED to be. However NOW there is a gigantic fucking construction site right smack dab in the middle of campus that continues to expand EVERY FUCKING DAY. I mean seriously walking in the dirt on the side of the gym? Have you tried walking through there, TRYING to get to class ON TIME, in the middle of the day when everyone is out, in the RAIN, where STUPID ASIANS are too RUDE to close their umbrellas? ITS HELL.
• I DISLIKE that I have to go to class now, but please believe this list will continue on because I didn't even get to all the annoying things on my list.
  

Have a wonderful day =]
JACKSON OUT.

Anyone else having a bad 2010?

I sure as fuck am. I'm not even trying to have today either. I haven't blogged in so effing long but right now I need to rant and I am currently in a effing library with no fucking friend to lean on so here I fucking am. I'm pissed off, my "best" friend lives with me. It sucks. We're not the best friends we used to be, you learn a lot about a person when you live with them. You learn how manipulative, prissy, and flat out rude arrogant assholes they are. I don't even care. I had a boyfriend. That got fucked, story of everyone fucking life right. Were not a good couple, at all. I will admit that. But he was mine and I was his and somehow we ended up being in love with each other. It was a rocky road, yes we did break up 6 times and 5 of them was my doing. But hey guess what? ITS MY FUCKING LIFE. I FUCKING LOVE HIM. And thanks to everyone in the fucking world who doesn't want me with him, I don't get to be with him. My three BEST friends who are just supposed to support me like i do them are supposed to help, they don't. They are against it. Normally you know it would be I just want you to be happy blah blah blah but nope all i get from them is how much they don't fucking like him and you know what i say to that ITS MY FUCKING LIFE AND IT MY FUCKING CHOICE LEAVE ME TO FUCKING MAKE IT. This whole fucking year so far has been nothing but shit and i'm over it.

peace.

This is a joke.

I havnt blogged in a while. Sadness because alot has happened... Like a boyfriend, like schools just about out, like im going to Idaho for 2 weeks in July, oh yeah and I have a hole in my foot from where I stepped on a nail. I match Kira now. I told my dad a sprained it though because I dont want him to be mad that I stepped on a nail. Trust me he would be mad. Anyways, I have a boyfriend. I dont know what all to say about it. Im not taking chances of people reading this so I will leave that topic at that. Uhm school is sucking I need to work my boootay off tonight and tomarrow and get all this late work in and my grades up. I have running start orientation wednesday I think....Thats gonna suck if im still on crutches. I get to ride the elevators with Kira though. We decided were cool with a capital C.
Class is over normal KM schedaul today.

Blogg you later!

JEEEEEEEEEEEEEANNANANANANANANANANANANA

JC check your school e-mail. Im looking at you right now check your e-mail.

Failed.

Shit. Failed that test hella. I freaking wrote down that Lady Macbeth killed Duncan. Fuck no she didnt it was freaking Macbeth who killed his ass and then Lady Macbeth took the daggers back to the f-ing servants because Macbeth pussy-ed out! Fuck. Shit. Crap. Im screwed for that one! Now its time to go freaking die in PE fun times. Ugh. At least I have water that still has some ice in it. :)
Meeting after school with Cascade Challenge. Mark owes me some starbucks! Plus added bonus JK is going with me! Yessir. Its gonna be beastly!

Gtg Hunts coming.

Dinosaur!!

Wow, behind much? Yeahh just a bit! I havnt been to school in like 2 weeks! Its chill im just a taddddd behind. BRB.

Shoot that was a longer brb. Its like the next day now. Haha anyways, sitting in bio like always. Bored as a mother. There doing the warm up which really only takes 2 seconds come on its called dictionary.com duhhh. Anywho. Uhm so theres a guy whos hella tryin to get on. Sorry but I'll pass. Hes a man slut. He gets around and now he wants in my pants. Not going to happen buddy. I like my pants on :)
Uhm anyways.
White water rafting again this weekend. So excited. I think I'm in debate right now about my summer plans...normally I would ship off to Arizona the second school gets out and live there for the summer. However based on my last trip there I dont know if I really want to go back this summer. There was some good but alot of bad. I told my mom that I couldnt go becuase of money but I really dont think I want to go. Now shes all hurt and sad and what not and as much as I dont really care for her alot of the time. I do love her I mean shes my freaking mom but the last visits I've had the past years have been nothing but boredom, fights, and drama. I dont know how much I want to go down there and watch her get high with her boyfriend. At the same time though. My grandparents are down there and I love them super much and I missmy grandpa :( and my grandma :( So im in debate of if I will go, when will I go, where will I get the money to go? I dont know.

Ugh.

Help should I go or not?!?!

Troubles Coming.

So I'm sick today thank you Blake! I didnt go to school. Apperently I was supposed to clean the house while I up-chucked all day. I was unaware of this so dad came home and did the dishes and is now pissed at me. He hasnt said anything. I know hes waiting its only a matter of time before he does. Hes talking to himself thats not a good sign. Hes making dinner too meaning when its done hes gonna come in my room and say dinners ready if you want any princess. And no he wont say it nicely. I hate that name I despise it he only uses it when he wont call me lazy, stupid, fat, useless to my face. I hate it hear. I want to leave. How much longer till im 18? I have itchy red bumps all over me too which sucks I counted them theres 23 now. No its not chicken pox there just bites. Probably flee bites or something. Ugh. I hate this. He didnt even wake me up for school or else I would have gone instead of being home! I dont care if I puke there or not at least I wouldnt have to deal with him now. Cuz then he couldnt use the whole you were home all day BULLSHIT on me. Shit hes coming.

Peaces